When you first join a company, most of the the time you are pretty much on your own. I know, you heard it all before" You are in business for yourself but not by yourself." Sponsor must step up and do their part.
The main key is to never quit. You have to be consistent & persistent. When you say yes to your own business, you are now in the position to uncap the income potential. You just have to learn a skill set in this industry & go forward. You have to dream and believe in yourself. You can not be scared to fail. If you have destined to have a better life, just don't give it a try. Do it.
Getting to this position will be the high light of your life! Looking back from this mountain top, will be an emotional & rewarding journey. A journey that you will be so proud . Just think of all the people that you helped directly or indirectly along the way. Just Remember the four things I mentioned in starting from ZERO. If we keep going forward, we will get there. There will be loops, potholes, mud holes, rocks and a big boulder may come tumbling towards you.. GET out of your own way and keep going. Do not allow yourself to be a stumbling block. Only you can put limits on yourself.